I just want to sleep...

Yesterday's horoscope: Even if you aren't enjoying your work today, it's easy to make it look like you're having fun. This can become a game for you that alleviates your boredom and actually makes life more pleasurable. But there could be a price to pay for hiding your true feelings if you don't know when to call it quits. Unexpressed negative emotions can turn into resentment, so it may be wiser to just be honest from the beginning.

It's funny how spot on these can be sometimes. There isn't really more to explain. I woke up very out of it and cranky. I woke up once from a 2am phone call and another time from Lola coughing. She stayed in bed past my wake-up time. She usually gets up with the first alarm while I press snooze. I just want her to get better, have healthy energy levels and stop coughing! Looks like another $300 at the vet is in order. :( I can't even remember the last time I was able to sleep more than 5 hours consecutively. I hate waking up cranky because then Lola thinks I am mad. But it is hard to be sweet and loving when I have been consistently sleep deprived for over 4 months. I know mothers experience it, but at least they can feed and change their babies to put them back to bed. A pacifier doesn't work for coughs.